warmness of the soul

Monday, May 28, 2007

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I am finally done with the o' levels mother tongue paper! quite screwed though =\
But holidays for me has officially started! But it ain't much a holiday for me.
I have to go back to school every single day next week! It might be worth it if I want to score well for o's. And I am so not thinking about my chinese paper today. I might just retake the paper if I am not happy with my results then. Guess that I have to do really well for my mother tongue orals and listening! I'll just hope now that the marker thats gonna mark my paper will be lenient.

Oh and I hate shows and drama serials these days. Its just all about love. Getting so bored of it.
And it would always be a cliff-hanger! what a great way to end the whole episode -.-
so anti-climax.

And I realise one more thing. I am starting to feel that it is those classical oldies singers who are the ones that really produce true emtional, defining and mesmerizing love songs!
I think Eric Clapton rocks. "Clapton is God'

hahah.
till then!

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|10:25 PM|

Saturday, May 26, 2007

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hey ppl! I can still use the comp! Oo. results seriously sucked like hell pls. I would be able to start working 5 months later if it stays as it is =.=
but nvm, I shall make a comeback! RAH

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|2:28 PM|

Thursday, May 24, 2007

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okay. I'm back blogging! yay! I know for the past few days my blog has been very dead. 1 week update only once. so yeah. but now, I just felt like blogging. It might even be the last time that I will be blogging =/
Its parents teachers meeting tomorrow! first time in my 4 years of secondary school life that I actually feel so uncomfortable and unconfident :( I've got a really bad feeling this time. My grades have dropped till like nobody's business. whats more is like only 5 more months till the o's! I don think I can even enter a jc now. or maybe not even a poly. as its so competitive these days. )):
Mother Tongue intensive ended yesterday! now I am all on my own for the chinese o levels which is on next monday! 28th may =/ and this mid years, I barely passed my chinese paper 2! its like so so so lousy pls. I don think there will be enough time for me to practise already. argh.

anyway lets talk about today. Had morning assembly at the hall. First time I've seen mr simen after so long. ooo. Classes were pretty much fun today. Esp MS@M. We arranged the tables and chairs for the parents teacher meeting tomorrow. while arranging had much fun, I remembered performing 'magic tricks' and being part of it. as usual it was faiz, the lame one, who started everything first. So just joined in and be sarcastic ;)
after school, went to watch movie with cam, man and marc! at plaza sing! Blades of Glory! woots great show! and thanks cam for watching the show the second time with us (: but nvm it was money well spent. haha. The jokes in the show were sorta sick, but that is if you understand what they are referring to.
Oh yes! I feel so sad for the liverpool fans really, though I support AC Milan. hehehe. But nvm, next season man u's gonna win! HA.

Alright, this might be the longest weekday-post. as said, it might be the last time I can use the comp for so long before my parents receive the biggest shock of their lives tomorrow.
well, till then!

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|10:39 PM|

Saturday, May 19, 2007

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hey ppl! Its been a long long ltime since I updated. the blog is so dead now. Lots of things happened, things that I prefer not to talk about. but anyway! yes! its my birthday today! sweet sweet 16! woots! (: Thanks everyone who had wished me. Through letters, smses, in school, e-cards and friendster testimonials. Thank you so much. you guys have made my day. haha. luckily today no taupok like last year. phew. A thousand thanks you's to everyone again who wished me!

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|5:38 PM|

Monday, May 07, 2007

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We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I look around me,
And I want you to be there
'Cause I miss the things that we shared.
Look around you.
It's empty, and you're sad
'Cause you miss the love that we had.

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around,
The only one around.

-; used to

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|8:27 PM|

Saturday, May 05, 2007

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its bio and history on monday!!! rahh! I have been studying till 2pm! lets see. nows 5! I have been studying for 3 hours! but I only completed one chap of history =(
I am never gonna to complete it. whats more I still have bio!
wth. pouts.

I'm bored

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the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|5:35 PM|

Thursday, May 03, 2007

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hey! alright. Since my blog is abit dead already. Dont plan to blog till after the mid years but since I am using the comp to transfer some files to my phone, I shall blog (:
okay. Mid year is kinda sucky. very very bad start. ss I could not remember anything! seriously my mind was like blank, I tried recalling those things I read but I cant! sighs. The paper was easy though, but its just sad that I might just flunk it.
and next was chem! goodness! My chem teacher said the standard was lowered and its really easy! I dont know a single shit la pls. I skip and skip and skip and then realised that I have no more to skip already :( I am prepared to fail for that.
AND TODAY! PHYISCS! another one. RAHHH. confirm fail. 2 sciences confirm fail already. now I must like just depend on bio to pull my total combine science results up.
oh wells.
till then!

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|10:54 PM|

K	Kind
E	Exhausting
V	Valiant
I	Innocent
N	Neat