warmness of the soul

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

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had a really really deep cut under my toe today. It required 4 stitches! Aww... Well, it is still quite ok. But though the wound still hurt a bit now. But during the stitching it hurt more! Haha. But I didnt cry, scream or whatever! Don't think so much. Lol. Injure myself when the inner council was trying out the 'flag game' for the june selection camp which is on this friday. I was running bare-footed, so does everyone else. But it was just so unfortunate that I was the one God chosen for the example of how important safety and first-aid are :)
But its ok! I don't mind! Haha. Like to thank all my friends that were there. Cam and justin, who were there helping me stop the blood and cleaning to wound. The blood took sometime to stop. Manfred, running here, there, up, down just to find tissue. Denis, jarvis and nat running here and there taking the stuffs and finding the teachers. Mr Seah, for driving me to the clinic and helping me foot the medical fee first! It was $80! Haha. And of course ronnie. For accompanying me all the way, following me to the doctor and all that aye? Haha. Thank you everyone for ur concern. I really appreciated it. And sorry if I forgot your name? Coz that time I was sorta in pain. Only realise those people that were near me. haha =)

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|9:43 PM|

Sunday, May 28, 2006

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well, church today was fine. Some very good preachings again. Hmm. Mass was funny. The guy that the priest called out as an example was like.... quite amusing. After mass just went out for lunch and now back home. So ya...
' Every day seems a lifetime, I can't wait a moment more, I just miss you so.'

this is the day that I finally cried. Could hold back no more

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|4:05 PM|

Friday, May 26, 2006

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parents-teachers meeting sucked today. Simply hell. End of story. Full-stop.

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|3:27 PM|

Sunday, May 21, 2006

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Well, I sorta make the correct decision of not going to Big Walk so that I can attend catechism class today. I must really thank God that I made the correct decision. Haha. Today we assembled at the hall. Then Father Paul Yeo preached all the year 3 and year 4 students. I must say it was very meaningful and helpful to us. Can see that everyone was so attentive listening to fr. He talked about church prostitution last time and modern day prostitution and saying making the correct choices and all. He seemed serious. Learnt quite alot today! haha. Hopefully looking forward to next week's class? Well, it will be the last lesson before we go for the june holidays afterall...

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|5:03 PM|

Friday, May 19, 2006

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haha. Todays me birthday! Thanks everyone for your friendster testimonials, smses, e-greeting card, and of coz personally wished me happy birthday through phone or when u saw me in school >.< I really appreciated that. Thanks! Well, got punched today, as usual. Then I had sort of a special treatment from my class. I got taupok-ed. Wow! Thanks guys eh?? Haha. Imagine rohith lying down on you! Btw rohith is someone in my class who is seriously damn fat, and weighs like over 100kg? No offence. He went over me with some other peeps in my class! Thank God I managed to pull through. I would also like to thank simon lew! A person from my class too. He was like helping me? Telling everyone to stop and pulling everyone away. Haha. I know some of u took some videos. Ahem... Edmund and junhao. Don't think I don know. Lol. I still can see while being right at the bottom of everyone. Whole class very united today. Cam and ibrahim. Blocked me from running away through the back hor? Lol. Ok lar. I don mind. Coz I know something will happen to me also. Haha. Chill...

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|10:30 PM|

Thursday, May 18, 2006

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well. It is like about 1 hour more to my birthday? Haha. Just finished playin dota. Today sorta sucked. Got back my math papers. Failed math as expected. I just failed. Don ask for results pls. Its just so so lousy. Didnt expect my paper 1 to do so badly. quite shocked. Haiz...

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|11:15 PM|

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

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hey. Yeps. Failed my math. After looking at the math paper 1 results I know no hope already. Anyway, had quite a great time during the time management course today. My team was very very sporting. Though had a little tiff with a person during one of the games. But nvm. Afterall, we learnt quite a number of few things today. Hope everyone that went for the course at least had some fun? Haha.
Yawns! I am so tired now. Haiz. Parents asleep. But my a math paper not signed yet. how to show them? Surely they will have a shock of their lives. F9? oh my. Haha. Oh ya. It is like 2 more days to 19th may aye? But seriously I jus don feel excited at all? Nothing much to look forward to. Except for mrs pereirra promise of singing a rap version of the birthday song for me? LOL! Wonder how it sounds like.........

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|11:15 PM|

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

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this post might be long. Those of you who really read this and reflect. I 'am grateful and thanks for your time. At least my effort for typing this out have not gone to waste :)

Yep. Some of us might be upset with our mid-year results. I am disappointed with mine. Especially my combine humanities. I failed till like don know what. My add math, F9. My sciences are like jus pass only? Really bottomline passes. For some of us. We might tend to get too stressed up. Failing subjects that we least expected to fail. But always tell yourself not to give up. There is always the final year to work hard for. Whats done is done. We could not do or change anything. The only thing we can do is just to learn from our mistakes and not to repeat the same mistakes next time. Everything is not over yet. You might always say 'everything is easier said than done' or 'you are not me, so you don't understand'. But how do you know that we cant understand when we are trying our best to put ourselves in your shoes and feel whats like? In life, there is always failures. And failure is one of the factor to become successful. When there is success, there is always failure.
As for me, yes. I am disappointed. Didnt expect my history to do so badly. But I just came to a point that I know that I have only 1 last chance left. That is do well for the second semester which will carry 60% out of the hundred for the whole year! Better still, aim for the good progress award aye?! Let us take this mid-year examination as a wake up call.[Yes yes, including me, hope i will wake up] And let us not make the same mistakes for our final year guys!

Now let me share a short story with you. Here goes.
"As I was driving home from work one day, I stopped to watch a local little League baseball game that was being played in a park near my home. As I sat down behind the bench on the first-baseline, I asked one of the boys what the score was.
"We're behind 14 to nothing," he answered with a smile.
"Really," I said. "I have to say you don't look very discouraged."
"Discouraged?" the boy asked with a puzzled look on his face. "Why should we be discouraged? We haven't been up to bat yet."

The score 14 to nothing is like the period during our mid year exams now. WE ARE DOWN 0-14! But the boy in the story didnt lose hope though his team is losing. Because he knows that there is always time to catch up when it will be finally his team to bat and score the runs. For us, that time will be our final year examinations. It is when we take the bat, do our best and make up for lost points. Who knows? We might even score a 15? Haha. Everything is possible.... Cheer up some of you! AT LEAST hell is over! Haha.
[ For those who still do not understand what the story is about, you can always approach me. I will slowly explain it to you until you get it. =) ]

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|9:37 PM|

Monday, May 15, 2006

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Haiz.. Failed my social stuides. 23/50. Just hope now my history could pull me up and get a pass for combine humanities. And I got a feeling that I will fail my english paper. My english teacher had like sort of it hinted to me! Saying that she is disappointed and blah blah blah. Oh my GOD! How could I fail english?! Wth?!

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|7:44 PM|

Friday, May 12, 2006

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YES! Finally!! My last paper, geog paper 1 is over!!! OMG! I am over the moon now!

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|1:19 AM|

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

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AH! A math tomorrow! I still have 2 more days! So now shash!

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|8:49 PM|

Sunday, May 07, 2006

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Todays my grandama's birthday! Haha. Yea. Can see that shes one happy lady =)
Haiz. Skipped cat class again today. Overslept. Sorry Jesus. Anyway woke up at 10.30++ am today. Later went to Toa Payoh central the 'fortunATE resturant' to have lunch with my relatives. Wow! When I reached there is was so crowded. Then my uncle said no choice coz they did not allow booking. So i think 2 of my aunties went to queue while the rest of us sat outside. Haha. About few minutes later we went in. Had 2 tables. The food was quite nice. Had dim sum. I HAD CHICKEN FEET! Haha. Steamed. They have another term for that chicken feet. Don know what. Too chim. Lolz. Had a great lunch. Haha!

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|9:20 PM|

Friday, May 05, 2006

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Hey. English and hist were fine. English I lost 2 marks! Coz I didnt read the instructions. Didnt leave 2 spacing after each question. Haiz. What the hell la. 2 marks!! That might be alot. After the papers went to play soccer. Had quite a good time? So bored now.

In times of trouble,
In times of need,
If you are feeling sad,
You can count on me,
I will give you a wink,
Until you smile,
Give you a hug,
And stand by your side,
I'll be there for you till the end,
I'll always and forever,
be your FRIEND!

Isnt't it so touching? Do I have any of them I wonder.....

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|6:38 PM|

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

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Oh my. Might fail social studies and math. Haiz. Sianz! Tml is phyiscs! 2hr 15min. Think I will fail phyiscs too. Tomorrow is english paper 2 and elect hist. History? Maybe got no hope also.

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|7:07 PM|

K	Kind
E	Exhausting
V	Valiant
I	Innocent
N	Neat