Precious Memories

2007-11-13T22:18:00.000+08:00

HEY PPL! I HAVE MOVED! RELINK EVERYONE! THIS BLOG WOULDNT BE HERE FOR VERY LONG!
http://www.hysterical-thing.blogspot.com/
cya there!

2007-09-11T18:30:00.000+08:00

hey people. after getting to know some shocking results so early, I will MIA until the end of o's maybe?
sigh.

till then!

2007-08-30T19:02:00.000+08:00

after 19 long, hardcore, dreadful and painstaking days........
I've decided to blog again (:
Well, in the midst of having my prelims now. And it is not going very well. I've got a feeling I will fail my english paper 2. I've got a feeling I am going to fail my combine humanities unless my history pulls me up. I've got a feeling I will fail math unless my math paper 1 pulls me up. Math paper 2 was easy for the first few questions, but it became more challenging as it goes. Due to shortage of time I could not really think and complete the last few questions :'(
And I think I am gonna fail chem too. I must only do well for practicals now. If I even screw up my practicals, then........
Oh yes! and physics! -.- confirm guarantee 100% chop fail! If only I could get like 40/40 for my paper 1 O.O But still. I might even fail like 49 or 48 over 100 or something..
Goshhhhh. Feeling like this throughout the sept holidays really suck. Cant really enjoy though. I still have papers after the hols!
Sorry ppl! I only have my blog to whine to! I am sure you guys do not want to listen to me whining. but you are reading my whinings anyway. O.O
I am going to find a life soon! I need to find a life after my o's!
or perhaps, do I have too much life until I've been doing so badly?
Hmm.....

ANYWAY, whinings aside.

What do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?
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A TEACHER!

HAHAHAHAHAHAH!
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!
=D

Till then!

2007-08-11T00:14:00.000+08:00

okay! I've not blog for quite awhile. I feel so lazy. hahah. And my cough still have not recovered. oh well. Its like 2 weeks already. rah!
oh yeah! happy belated birthday singapore! hahah. didn't really watch the parade, but we attempted to create our own fireworks at punggol park. hahah. played with sparkles. (:
later chilled at bliss. drink rootbeer float. though I was still coughing. haha.
On wednesday, went to watch the maid. though the movie was screened about 2 years ago. But watched it again since the 7th month is around the corner. haha. I must say the movie is quite scary. hahah. and yes, I helped out in dinner. but wa lau, don't want to talk about it.
after the show, went over to macs and do homework. overnight! hahah! but still, could not finish my homework. sad case. planned to finish at 4am though. aahah.

till then!

2007-07-29T11:39:00.000+08:00

Each player of this game starts off with TEN weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own TEN weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose SIX people to be tagged and list their names. NO TAG BACKS.

1) I am formerly the Head Of Discipline for my school student council. (very big surprise to some)

2) I cried almost everyday in kindergarten when a relieve teacher took over the class.

3) I fear cockroaches..

4) I am afriad of tickles. Unless I know its coming. and I'll try to control :)

5) I have this blog since I was in sec 1!

6) I can eat the same food during recess for 1 week!

7) I stopped growing when I was in sec 1! never really grow much taller then. like only 1 cm per year :(

8) I am afraid of anywhere which is dark except my house.

9) I don't scream while watching horror movies ;)

10) and I realised that it is the screamings of some people that are scary. NOT THE HORROR MOVIE!

HAHA! 10 random things! got tagged by amanda!

went for 7.30am mass today! wow. first time. hahah. then went punggol park to jog! I think we should do this everyweek. then I can run faster for my napfa test next time. hohoho.
Its monday tomorrow :(
6 more days of torture including saturday. theres supevised self study AGAIN this week. sighs.

till then!

2007-07-28T00:17:00.000+08:00

woohoo! its friday already! weekends are coming again! yay! As I read through my previous post, I still can remember the feeling of how much I dreaded on monday. time flies so fast.
the next thing I know it will be the O levels.
grrrr

till then!

2007-07-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

YES! I am finally done with wednesday! 3 more days to go till saturday! PHYSICS OA IS OVER. I thought it was fine, but shall not comment so much about it =\
released at 3.30pm today! Mrs Lee was absent from school. so no geog lesson! woohooo. Hope shes not here tomorrow too pls. then I'll end at 2.30. wahahah.
SSS on friday and saturday. how sad :( cant go home early on friday alr. supposed to be released at 1! but because of that, I am released at 4.15! Argh!
Sigh. I hate it when it comes closer to the prelims and O'levels :(

Life is subject to change without notice.
Life is like a rollercoater, enjoy the ride.
Life is uncertain, enjoy each day.

2007-07-24T00:19:00.000+08:00

finally, I am done and over with monday. I just cant shake off the monday blues :(
gonna have a long week ahead, with bio test, amath test, phyiscs olevel oa spa and chinese test ahead! whats more I have Supervised Self Study period on friday and saturday. 3hours each! I wonder how am I gonna pull through this week. I am so tired mentally.
well, I guess that I'll just have to live it day by day. maybe some others are suffering worse fates.
BUT I AM NOT USED TO SO MANY TESTS AND HOMEWORK LAH.
but I'll have to :(
for o levels.
sighs

maybe I shall just stop procrastinating.

2007-07-23T00:08:00.001+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! DLJG HH FINFAFJAHFI ASFAN FAOFJA FADSDFSHF AIFILFF ISDAN FASDFHADFASDFJAFC .
SORRY, I VENT MY FRUSTRATION ALL ON MY KEYBOARD. SO THAT I DO NOT NEED TO SCREAM.

2007-07-18T22:06:00.000+08:00

mass workout today! was sorta late. when I reached school the signuature tune started playing already. but while walking to class, met mr seah on the way, and he told me that the sec4 exco are going to lead the mass workout today! and I was like HUH? why I don't know anything about it till then?! but anyway, sec4 and 3 exco led in the workout with some other student leaders. hahah. quite cool standing on the gallery. seeing everybody working out. so funny!
Had 3 tests today! Amath, english and bio! 2 of which came as a surprise to me. English and bio. My friends said that our teacher did mention we are going to have an english test the previous day. But I did not remember hearing any of that sort. Probably wasn't paying much attention. hahah. and then is was bio! that was a total surprise! everyone was like complaining and screaming away when we heard that we are going to have a surprise bio test. hahha. luckily, it was only mcq questions. phew.....
yes! schools ending at 2.30pm tomorrow!

till then!

2007-07-17T22:56:00.000+08:00

yesterday was chinese o level listening! I hope I did fine. though I know like I got about 2 wrongs already. haiz :( so yup quite slack. ended at 1pm on that day. haha. then this coming friday is youth and racial harmony day fun fair! so no lessons! how slack can this week be?
But next week is our phyiscs Official Assesment! our last and final one. Hope I could just get over and done with. Grrrrr.
Amath test tmr! cows would be able to fly if I pass.
Gonna be a long and hectic day tomorrow. lessons ends at 4.30! argh!
I feel so screwed. I don't know where to go after o levels.

till then!

A whimpering sound from deep inside, as my fear of loneliness I try to hide.

2007-07-08T19:20:00.000+08:00

hey! hadn't been blogging lately. sometimes I am just too lazy to. haha. alright. mother tongue oral is finally over for me! yes yes! its over! AHH. but I think I did not do very well. I was like trembling when I am reading. I just stopped and stuttered. I don know why! though I know how to say the word, but at that very moment, I just cant say it! I don even know what the hell was I reading, so I don think the examiners know too. anyway, all the best to everyone taking their orals somewhere this coming week!

On friday, didnt go to school. wasnt feeling too well. whats more I had a fever the day before, right after my orals. phew. yup. stayed at home for the whole day, glad to know that I didnt miss any spa. haha.

and then saturday!! went to school early in the morning for sss. my tummy did not feel that good. very uncomfortable, thought I couldn't make it for the youth rally, but I went eventually. haha. supposed to be in church by 11.30am. but reached there 1 and a half hours late. which is at 1? and to my surprise, they were still playing some ice-breaker games =.= hahah. ate dinner at 4pm? really really early and then off to singapore expo! was in the 'noisy' bus. everyone was like so high inside, even before the rally started. hahah. saw a number of montfortians there. atmosphere there, incredible. Sure everyone enjoyed themselves there. hahah.
[summarised version of saturday. Too long for me to type everything out. haha!]

and sunday! same thing. went to 9.30am mass. childrens' mass! later had tuition and then meeting. hohoho. going to have an open book and open mouth amath test tmr! how weird.

hahah!
till then!

TAG REPLES
camilla - all the best for your chinese oral tmr partner! glad you didnt lose your voice. ahah!
isa - yeah, hope I didnt crap till out of point =\ take care! cya soon!
ger - ya I know you did fine for orals too. haha. and yeah I did make it for youth rally. hope you did enjoyed yourself. haha take care!
Jasmond - hi jas. thanks for tagging!
angie - bu yao nan guo le. shi qing yi jing guo le! bu yao wei ze jian shi fan nao. yao kai xin! smile!
susanna - yes I did drink lots of water. hahah! I just cant miss bleach! lol. you take care too! cya soon! I am still waiting to hear you scream someday. hahha.
amanda! - AHH! hahah. yes we wanted to watch the maid. but no cd! we will watch it someday! Its gonna be very very scary. much much scarier than ghost train. OO.

2007-07-02T23:06:00.000+08:00

I am so in love with chocolates now really. I just cant stop eating! I spent the whole day at home eating chocolates. thanks to all the people who bought me chocolates! HAHA

till then!

2007-07-01T21:12:00.000+08:00

its the first sunday of confirmed catholic life! well, just felt that something was missing. strangely, I miss catechism classes :(
some people will know how I feel. I have been attending catechism classes since I was primary 2! and every sunday there is classes. so it has sorta become a routine to me. but now I felt so 'free' oh wells. attended childrens' mass today at 9.30! wow. it has been like 4 years since I last attended childrens' mass. Ever since I graduated from primary catechism. the mass sure brought back memories of primary school days. hahah. everything seemed so cute. hurhur. [ i'm not a pedophile ]
Later had breakfast and sat in for legion ac's meeting. coz there is nothing for me to do till 1. hahah. so yeah. legion meeting was something new to me. I felt it was very formal. but I do pity the secretary. got to announce so many things during each meeting. hahah. the meeting was long! didnt expect it. had to leave early because I have lectors meeting later. hahah.
well after the lectors meeting, ate lunch at kpt and then went home.
after bathing, went to hougang plaza. played pool! sadly, lost all the games I've played.

oh well....
till then!

2007-06-24T21:55:00.000+08:00

hey!!!!!!!!!!! its my confirmation today! yes! I am finally confirmed! hahah. had been attending catechism classes since pri 2? and now I am sec 4. and there will be no more cat class already! umm. might miss it though. hahah. rahh..... school gonna start tmr! homework not done yet. I am so gonna flunk my o's
oh wells.
and sorry for the late late tag replies now.

TAG REPLIES
AMANDA! - ahem! yes! you found my blog! do you have one? cya soon! (:
markie - hahah. no more councillor already. stepped down liao! pool some day. haha!
camilla - thanks for helping me spam.but nvm la. that person is childish. Not worth our time. haha
cedric - cedric! I don know your blog add. give me! haha
Kenneth A. - yes I know you. don worry la. next year is very fast. I think your con camp would be fun. haha.
ger - yup! we are finally confirmed. I enjoyed it. hope you did too (:
angie - yes! happy confirmation too! I love the flower thank you! =D
jasmine - hello tagger! thanks for tagging! hahah. ur name is cool too! Kylie (:
isa - happy confirmation to you too! e-hugs! cya around soon! hahah

2007-06-19T22:50:00.000+08:00

TAG REPLIES

isa - sorry typo error. haha
angie - okay. and you're welcome. lol
susanna - oo. I found ur blog already too. thanks for the BIG hint. haha.
ger - nvm its okay. you take care too.
am - uh huh rockstar! lol. how you know? dont tell anyone okay? (note: trying to be nice here) LOL! =D chill pls.
jasmine - yeah. so we should start tagging now. glad that you've enjoyed camp (: take care.
clement - hey clement! (:
ger - haha thank you. yup. chat with you soon. see you this saturday.

2007-06-16T15:45:00.000+08:00

hey! just camp back from nyc! first day kinda boring. but the second and third was fun! hahah. love the amazing race where we went sentose. luge was fun. woots. not as spiritual as con camp. no emo moments. lol! the second night was fun too. learnt lots of things on what you can do to ppl when they are sleeping. ;) next time for other camps can do that too. hahah. well, I'll upload the pics when I received all of them. hahha.

and yesterday I went to watch fantastic 4 with cam, marc, swee and donn! it was a great movie. very funny at some parts. hahah. but the fighting part abit short. lol. but overall its a great movie! should go watch. hahhah. after movie went to marina and then penin. coz cam wanted to buy his skinny jeans. lol. after later ate a sakae sushi! freak. felt so cheated. we paid for the teppanyaki price though we didnt sit there. tried arguing but rah.....! stupid, I'll never go to that sakae again. guys! ppl who are reading this! never go to funan the sakae sushi!

hahhah.
till then!

2007-06-10T00:04:00.000+08:00

hey! just came back from con camp, on friday. It was alright. fun during some parts. hahah. but theres lots of praying though.
made new friends, people that see around in church but nvr talk before one, and got to know those people that I already know better. haha. ( hope so =\ )
my group was great. fun, with great facils. hahah. I think I like the treasure hunt the most. lol.
I know everyone cheated! go around asking where the answers are. haha.
Then one the second day of camp we actually went to punggol park at like 5am in the morning! was surprised to see people already jogging already! wah hardcore. haha. Never go to punggol so early before in my life! in fact I have not been to punggol park for ages already though I stay so near. went there to pray and see the sunrise. thank god for what he had created. quite cool luh. the prayers were really really long. oooo.
overall camp was quite fun la. hahah.
Today went to school for bio and amath remedial. Amath gone case I tell you. I think lots of catch up to do already. how sian. sigh.
Later went pool with cam, sam and ryan. I think only won three rounds and the rest lost la. how sad. but later ryan and sam had to go off early, so later donn joined us.
yes! bought a jacket from flesh imp! damn cheap I tell you. only $25!. 70% discount la. HAHA. feel so budget.

okay!
till then!

2007-06-03T18:53:00.000+08:00

I need a break real badly.
please please make everything sound right...
and please please make me believe again that feelings will always go numb one day.

2007-06-02T12:04:00.000+08:00

woke up early today. About 9.45, because I have tuition at 10. rahhhhh.

Yesterday was quite fun. Went to school had history lessons, later had our phyiscs SPA IA3. woots. I am so gonna screw up my skill 3.2. wth. I realised that what I wrote was oh-so ridiculous when I double-checked with my friends. Arghhh. damn.

After lesson went down to ryan's house together with cam, man, sam and marc to play soccer. The weather was cool after the rain. Perfect for soccer (: But it was quite sad that there were only so few people playing. Later in the evening, sam's friends came down. we played against them. Didnt played as well, maybe its because of the pressure to win. hahah.
While playing, I received a call from my dad. so I gotta leave, but nevertheless my team won eventually with what I heard camillus scoring the last goal? hahah! yay! lol.

OH yes. I am not gonna play basketball anymore for the rest of my life. No matter how much I play I will still suck at it. jeez.

hahahah!
till then!

2007-05-28T22:25:00.000+08:00

I am finally done with the o' levels mother tongue paper! quite screwed though =\
But holidays for me has officially started! But it ain't much a holiday for me.
I have to go back to school every single day next week! It might be worth it if I want to score well for o's. And I am so not thinking about my chinese paper today. I might just retake the paper if I am not happy with my results then. Guess that I have to do really well for my mother tongue orals and listening! I'll just hope now that the marker thats gonna mark my paper will be lenient.

Oh and I hate shows and drama serials these days. Its just all about love. Getting so bored of it.
And it would always be a cliff-hanger! what a great way to end the whole episode -.-
so anti-climax.

And I realise one more thing. I am starting to feel that it is those classical oldies singers who are the ones that really produce true emtional, defining and mesmerizing love songs!
I think Eric Clapton rocks. "Clapton is God'

hahah.
till then!

2007-05-26T14:28:00.000+08:00

hey ppl! I can still use the comp! Oo. results seriously sucked like hell pls. I would be able to start working 5 months later if it stays as it is =.=
but nvm, I shall make a comeback! RAH

2007-05-24T22:39:00.000+08:00

okay. I'm back blogging! yay! I know for the past few days my blog has been very dead. 1 week update only once. so yeah. but now, I just felt like blogging. It might even be the last time that I will be blogging =/
Its parents teachers meeting tomorrow! first time in my 4 years of secondary school life that I actually feel so uncomfortable and unconfident :( I've got a really bad feeling this time. My grades have dropped till like nobody's business. whats more is like only 5 more months till the o's! I don think I can even enter a jc now. or maybe not even a poly. as its so competitive these days. )):
Mother Tongue intensive ended yesterday! now I am all on my own for the chinese o levels which is on next monday! 28th may =/ and this mid years, I barely passed my chinese paper 2! its like so so so lousy pls. I don think there will be enough time for me to practise already. argh.

anyway lets talk about today. Had morning assembly at the hall. First time I've seen mr simen after so long. ooo. Classes were pretty much fun today. Esp MS@M. We arranged the tables and chairs for the parents teacher meeting tomorrow. while arranging had much fun, I remembered performing 'magic tricks' and being part of it. as usual it was faiz, the lame one, who started everything first. So just joined in and be sarcastic ;)
after school, went to watch movie with cam, man and marc! at plaza sing! Blades of Glory! woots great show! and thanks cam for watching the show the second time with us (: but nvm it was money well spent. haha. The jokes in the show were sorta sick, but that is if you understand what they are referring to.
Oh yes! I feel so sad for the liverpool fans really, though I support AC Milan. hehehe. But nvm, next season man u's gonna win! HA.

Alright, this might be the longest weekday-post. as said, it might be the last time I can use the comp for so long before my parents receive the biggest shock of their lives tomorrow.
well, till then!

2007-05-19T17:38:00.000+08:00

hey ppl! Its been a long long ltime since I updated. the blog is so dead now. Lots of things happened, things that I prefer not to talk about. but anyway! yes! its my birthday today! sweet sweet 16! woots! (: Thanks everyone who had wished me. Through letters, smses, in school, e-cards and friendster testimonials. Thank you so much. you guys have made my day. haha. luckily today no taupok like last year. phew. A thousand thanks you's to everyone again who wished me!

2007-05-07T20:27:00.000+08:00

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I look around me,
And I want you to be there
'Cause I miss the things that we shared.
Look around you.
It's empty, and you're sad
'Cause you miss the love that we had.

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around,
The only one around.

-; used to

2007-05-05T17:35:00.000+08:00

its bio and history on monday!!! rahh! I have been studying till 2pm! lets see. nows 5! I have been studying for 3 hours! but I only completed one chap of history =(
I am never gonna to complete it. whats more I still have bio!
wth. pouts.

I'm bored

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2007-05-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

hey! alright. Since my blog is abit dead already. Dont plan to blog till after the mid years but since I am using the comp to transfer some files to my phone, I shall blog (:
okay. Mid year is kinda sucky. very very bad start. ss I could not remember anything! seriously my mind was like blank, I tried recalling those things I read but I cant! sighs. The paper was easy though, but its just sad that I might just flunk it.
and next was chem! goodness! My chem teacher said the standard was lowered and its really easy! I dont know a single shit la pls. I skip and skip and skip and then realised that I have no more to skip already :( I am prepared to fail for that.
AND TODAY! PHYISCS! another one. RAHHH. confirm fail. 2 sciences confirm fail already. now I must like just depend on bio to pull my total combine science results up.
oh wells.
till then!

2007-04-25T20:45:00.000+08:00

syf is now over and done with, finally. Have mixed feelings really. happy in a way that we could actually now focus more and concentrate on studies, but sad in a way that that might be montfort chorale's last and final performance :(
The conductor might even be leaving when the sec4 leaves. Thats because most of the members and powerful singers came from the sec4s. When we leave, mr goh has no reason to stay too. That is why I said the syf performance might be our last and final performance together, as montfort chorale. saddening really.
well all of us were disappointed with ourselves. we believed that we deserved a silver for syf, but we got a bronze instead. we could have done better, the energy was there but some chords just did not stand out. sigh.
chem/bio mid year prac tmr! After that will be our 2.4km run. how I wish that it would rain tmr afternoon.
oh wells....

2007-04-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

I'm falling ill already. zzzz. but there is still like so many things coming up. syf, mid years and all. haiz... and I'm so dead with my revision. sometimes I just dont feel like studying. well, most of the time. no motivation. Choir Founder's day performance is on this saturday! ooo. Those untrained ears gonna think we gonna sing very well again! hahah. Its so funny when you know you sang it so out of tune, but ppl find it pleasant and melodious ;p
well till then!

theres so many people challenging me. its worse now. I can't wait for it to be over. I want to leave as soon as possible. but of cause with those things I want to bring along. I feel so sick and tired. get out of my life please. I feel as though I'm being used. when you need me, fine. but when you don't, I'm forgotten.

2007-04-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

it just so disheartening to see sacrifices, time or efforts going down the drain.
Theres melancholy in the wind

These are the rules:
Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog!

1. I watch bleach and naruto! =D
2. I suck at my 2.4km
3. I suck in basketball.
4. I hate disciplining people.
5. I love classical songs too!
6. I love fall out boy! woo! (:

well, thanks isa. I know I am very lucky to be one of your 6 (:

2007-04-10T23:46:00.000+08:00

umm. this is so interesting. how true is it? well, what do you think?
try it! hahah.

2007-04-06T14:55:00.000+08:00

RAH! I cant seem to tag my own tagbox! wth! its so frustrating! sorry ppl who've tagged. I have to reply ur tags on your tagboards now.

2007-04-04T20:44:00.000+08:00

I may be the so called mr nice guy. ever so jovial and forgiving. but a scar never heals. it would fade by time but never will it disappear. whats done is done. time could not be reversed. It may seem fine but sorry I just wouldnt accept it.
so sorry if I've made you glad for that moment.

2007-03-24T17:14:00.000+08:00

rarrr! I am so bored at home. but I also don feel like doing my homework. woots! I don feel like doing anything! but nevermind. I shall blog about yesterday then. went to this sports climbing thing. had boulder climbing for the first time. but I did high mountain climbing at few times already. so yeah. was quite enthu. but I was tired shortly after. so didnt try much of boulder climbing. anyway. had parents teacher meeting later at night. but parents just don want to go home unless they see every teacher. zzzzzzzzz. but luckily, all the comments about me was still fairly okay (:
every teacher said the same thing to my parents. had some renewed hope for my combine humanities. teacher said I have a marked improvement. so now the pressure will be more for me to do well. If I slacken off, it would be such a disappointment then.
rahhhhh.
till then. :D

-its just everywhere.

2007-03-24T13:04:00.000+08:00

maybe I should just sort things out one by one.

2007-03-21T01:06:00.000+08:00

hahah! I dont accuse people! I have my NRIC with me. I am not sacarstic! I dont call people names! therefore I am a SMART blogger! =DD
I have high EQ! Woots!
anyone knows whats that website for the montfort blog? I cant find it.

2007-03-19T20:37:00.000+08:00

maybe life is not just having fun all the time. well, we do have fun, but maybe to a certain extent. theres always a time where all good things come to an end. I shall be versatile and take every setbacks as a new challenge. I'm not going to make it bother me. maybe God just want it to be as it, hoping that I would learn something from it and be a better person next time. god knows what you're tryna do. but sorry that just don't work on me.

2007-03-09T21:43:00.000+08:00

GOODBYE MISS CHAI!

yup. our class had a farewell party for ms chai yesterday. Hope she was touched. each person chipped in like $10. Then we ordered kfc, canadian pizza, the cake, gifts and all. haha. had loads of fun taking pics. Though we met with some difficulties before the party, planning and stuffs. But I'm glad to see that everyone was s happy during the party and yeah. It went on so smoothly. haha.

I still remember when I first came to sec 3, I sorta hate her. Just don know why, she seem to be picking on me and stuff. never really like her lesson. But shes a very committed teacher. Over the years I've learnt to appreciate that. And now, really miss her. I don know what will happen when shes gone. Though I have not been producing really good grades for both of my math. But I really respected her. I might not be trying really hard for math, but I will promise that I will from now on. Now that shes going off, I know there will be no one to force us to do homework or ten year series already. The whole class felt the same way too, and we must be independent! I've passed both math tests this term but failed both amath test. First I failed like 5/30. second I got like 13/30? Though its an improvement, I felt that it wasnt good enough. I should have passed. realising the paper is so easy. haiz. but nvm, I shall be positive. next amath test I will trive to pass! God give me the patience and determination. I know I can pass my mathematics! RAHH. come on pls.

Miss Chai have been very close to us 3/4E2. Could say closer than our form teacher? after she leave theres no more teacher to jack us back during maths lesson liao. She had made an impacr to each one of outr lives. I can guarantee say that no one in the class have love a math teacher so much right? huh. our form teacher was so close to her that she told us that she cried at night while think ing of her and she would see no point in staying is montfort sec after ms chai leaves :'(

so yeah. All the best miss chai! have fun teaching in hong kong! we'll cya around again! sometime somewhere someplace!

THREE CHEERS FOR MISS CHAI!

-photos courtesy of Manfred

2007-03-08T19:59:00.000+08:00

it was ms chai's farewell party today! well it went great. I'm sure shes touched.
we are such a great bunch of students. I'll blog about it someother day when I get all the pictures.
till then. bye!

"how cruel is the golden rule when the lives we lived we are only gold plated and I know that the lights of the city were too heavy for me though I carried karats for everyone to see and saw God cry in the eflection of my enemies and all the lovers with no time for me and all of the mothers raise their babies to stay away from me tongues on the sockets of the electric dreams when the sewage of youth drowned the spark of my teens."

-;golden

2007-03-06T21:46:00.000+08:00

RAH! what a day today. during assembly we have this guy here performing at a quadrangle some tamil song infront of the whole school. hahah. If I am not wrong he was champion in some tamil singing competition which was featured on vasenthem(dont know if I got the spelling correct) central. it sounded funny at first, but nevertheless a job well done! montfort has changed so much recently. ahhaah.
proceeded to lessons later. zzzz. cumulative frequency test! hope I could at least pass this paper. If cannot pass really can go jump down a building. After that we have pe! yaye! it was really fun. we have a new pe teacher who is going to take us for quite sometime. we are the selected class for this new teacher to take over. so much of being in 4E2. we make any new teacher feel comfortable ;) hahahaha.
we had our games! soccer, basketball, tennis and badminton? I think no one played badminton. lol. as for me, yeah! soccer! it has been such a long long time since I've played soccer! had much fun! relieve all those tension from all those tests. hahah.
aAfter school had my prelims english oral examination. guess what?! my examiner? MR EDMUND JAMES. lol. I thought it went fine. But later my form teacher actually told me that she was listening to me and I actually went too fast? :\
please please let me have good grades.

2007-03-04T17:49:00.001+08:00

you were right. what you said just got me ringing. I've told myself several times but I lack the determination to do so. one after another I tried to run away from reality. I tried to keep it within myself, but seems like you too could see through me without me telling. That sentence you've said just struck me right into my head. Now I shall use that to constantly improve myself. I'll try my best, though it seems like I will receive another setback soon somewhere this coming week. how could I still remain optimistic after these results?
this is getting over me, I could not run forever, wake up and face it please, kevin.

2007-03-04T00:29:00.000+08:00

there were los of things that happened over the weeks. Thank goodness most of the tests are over. except math which is this coming tuesday. then the following week shall be the school holidays! yeah. but have to go back to school every single dau anyway. Diesn't make much of a diff.

well, went to suntec on friday for some career guidance talk. it sorta suck. the room was so crowded. Don't even have a place to seat. so my class went over to the convention hall at level 6 for the exhibition. So many universities. zzzz. seems abit too far for a 15 going to 16 year old student. Unless I would want to go overseas to study after my o's? which is highly impossible.

so yeah. Chinese orals today! don know how I did la. Might fail or might not. The examiner seems kind.

oh wells, till then.

2007-02-24T00:11:00.000+08:00

ITS 23RD FEB!
BIG BOSS GIANT SIMEN'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!

haha. Yeah. The whole school celebrated mr simen's birthday today. woo. Something really embarrassing happened to one of our vps, while singing? lol? shall not mention what happened. But those mss guys should know ;)

Everyone was like basically chanting 'half day'. Did not get it though, but had 10min extended reccess instead. lol? personally not much of a diff. Haha. Later reccess had phyiscs test. woots! Thanks to all those ppl that told me what to study and gave me what were some of the questions, thank you so so much. hahaha. At least I know I should be able to pass this time round. haha.

Had choir sectionals after school and later the DoS rehearsal at 3. zzzz. stupid arseholes made us wait for an hour before its our turn. But nevertheless, had a bit of fun while waiting though. Hahaha. Tearing up flower petals and throwing up making it look like 'senbonzakura' lol. Lame shit. hahahah.

haiz. sad sad. Next week will be a week full of tests again. A math, ss, chinese blah blah blah. jeeeeeeeez. :(

2007-02-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Did visiting and went to 11am mass. lets just hope I get more HONG BAOS.

still, I am afraid. can this not end? pls don't.

2007-02-17T22:04:00.000+08:00

ITS NEW YEAR'S EVE EVERYONE!

yup. just had my reunion dinner. it was great. haha. havent been updating lately. Lots of things happened the past few days. haha. Remember the tests I blogged about in my previos post? basically I didnt take any except history. (:
Long story.

on valentines day I went to chij toa payoh for their student leaders investiture! yep. its was great. First time attending an investiture that has a service to bless the badges. The play put up by the ij tp student council was excellent. Very funny, very creative. oh ya. and I saw melanie! HAHA. okay. The school tour was fine. The school is very new. pretty. and I would to comment on their school spirit. So so strong.

then on thursday, supposed to have phyiscs and ss test. But mr simen eat into the first period of lesson and there is no phyiscs lesson! woo! so the whole class missed phyiscs. Then later I went off to vch for the syf rehearsal. then I missed ss test! HAHA.

So friday, which is yesterday, we had no lesson! its the cny celebrations! dismissed at slight before 12. but the celebration was great anyway. Afterwards went to some early house visiting. After having our lunch at cp. went to cam's house first, followed by mine, manfred's and lastly zerah's. hahaha.

2007-02-11T16:29:00.000+08:00

this coming week gonna be the worst week ever though chinese new year falls on the same week. Got hist test ss test chinese test and phyiscs test. so many tests before I could enjoy chinese new year. zzz. somebody save me! rarrrr

2007-02-11T15:18:00.000+08:00

I hate liars I hate liars I hate liars I hate liars I hate liars I hate liars I hate liars I hate liars hate liars hate liars hate liars hate liars hate liars

-the true meaning-
destined revleation

2007-02-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

the whole class went down to kallang to support the softball boys in the north zone championship finals. though we lost to orchid park, it was a very close match though. Lost 4-3. How sad. Lost at all three places, mr simen must be damn sad also. But anyway, lets be optimistic, theres always badminton (:

For once in my last and final year in Montfort, I am actually loving the life here. Woo! Morning speeches by mr simen is so so so interesting pls. Looking forward to him speaking everyday. haha! Though we would be missing our first period everyday then, but who cares. Values in life are more important than knowledge ;)

2007-02-04T16:51:00.001+08:00

Sunday! Gonna be back to school tomorrow again already. Sad. Went to church for catechism classes today. Was late =\ I overslept, woke up at 9.15, when classes are supposed to start at 9.30. After church, went to cut my hair. O.o
Tonight. THAILAND VS SINGAPORE. GO LIONS!

2007-02-02T21:24:00.000+08:00

todays friday. Mr Simen just gone crazy.... zzzz. ya ya ya. theres a method in this madness. thats why he had gone mad. how I thought I could end this week well, basically it didnt. After school went braddell heights for some soccer. I never did enjoy the games I played, though we beat those st gabs ppl 4-3 in our first match. then subsequent match all of us were tired already. I personally felt that I have wasted my time. I should have stayed in school and finish my homework rather than going to play. haiz. how sad. Maybe I shouldnt go play soccer on fridays already. Instead, I SHALL COMPLETE MY HOMEWORK. sighs. Arghzzzz, someone please drown me with homework! then I shall not think about other things.

2007-02-02T21:13:00.002+08:00

TRIP TO CHEK JAWA, PULAU UBIN!

Alright, yesterday's trip to chek jawa was really a real eye opener and enriching experience.
Though it is not really 'green' and beautiful as before, but it is still good. Stupid floods in Johor. Because of the fresh water floods, the water actually went over, mixing with the salt water. So there was a change in salinity of the waters and chek jawa. That’s why most of the marine sea creatures died :( But nevertheless we still managed to see some of them. (:
It was my first time to chek jawa and I was really excitied. The last time I went to pulau ubin was like 7 years ago? Okay…… that’s really long ago. Quite a few changes, but at least I still have a bit of impression of pulau ubin when I went there yesterday. Haha. We saw all the different types of crabs, barnacles, anemones, prawns and birds! Hahah. They are all really, cute I say? Hahah. Very very pretty some of them, especially the crabs. The wind there is very strong, the feeling of the sea breeze blowing towards us, simply heavenly! It just felt so great. Well, didn’t take much of photos though. Most the photos are taken with the teacher's cam. Now, funs over. NEXT, I HAVE TO PRESENT THIS FIELDTRIP IN THE HALL DURING ASSEMBLY! Zzzzz. How boring…….

2007-01-29T20:25:00.000+08:00

why tomorrow be a better day? it WILL be. If not for the fact that I will most probably get back my a math test results. zzzzzz. Confirm will fail again :(

2007-01-28T21:20:00.000+08:00

yes, I believe in you. you answered my prayer. I know the reason now. it seems like I have drifted too far away from you the past few days. and you just want me back to your side. I realised how meaningful the Lord's prayer is. The prayer Jesus, your son, first thought to his disciples. i'll serve you. one day. but guess i'll need some time. I believe that the start of tomorrow will gonna be a better week. please promise me that.
you answered me again and again.

2007-01-20T16:38:00.000+08:00

goshhh! What a boring saturday. I am so so so bored now. zzzzz. Haiz. Catechism classes starts tomrrow. Cant wake up late on sunday already =(

2007-01-18T21:40:00.000+08:00

just as I thought it could the the last and best one. but it was never to be. how distressing.

2007-01-11T21:12:00.000+08:00

haiz. stupid amath. circular measure sucks la. Sick of doing it. So came online blog. today suckkkks. The Whole level had this start-of-the-year math exam. and I think I am going to fail again la. wth. theres this question. they give us this speed-time graph and we are supposed to answer the questions in 5 different parts. means a,b,c,d,e. and each part is 2 marks! I DON KNOW ANY OF THEM LA PLS. omg. 10 marks gone. then later after the exam I realised that I have made some careless mistakes also.
CARELESS MISTAKES + QUESTIONS I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO = FAIL!
wth. haiz. going to have bio test tml. havent study yet. And havent finish my amath homework. woahhhhhhh......

2007-01-04T00:29:00.000+08:00

that was all I could see,
that was all I could take.
looking at you
just makes my heart breaks.

underestimating it all,
thats the time when you will fall.

time numbs,
but it doesnt heal.
the pain emerges,
when I know the truth.

I wonder when will you care about me,
but it just hurts when you dont seem to be.

-lost in darkness

yawns. really really tired. First day of school wasnt meant to be. It has not started off really well, and I dont wish to talk about it.

2006-12-31T01:19:00.000+08:00

You're not alone
together we stand
i'll be by your side
you know i'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
theres no place to go you know i wont give in
no i wont give in.

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

So far away i wish you were here
before it's too late this could all disapear
before the doors close, this comes to an end
but with you by my side i will fight and defend i'll fight and defend yeah yeah.

Hear me when i say, when i say
i believe nothings gonna change, nothings gonna change destiny
what ever is meant to be
will work out perfectly yeah.......

2006-12-29T21:08:00.000+08:00

yay! the internet is better already. haha. internet was slow the first day I came back from malacca already. zzzz. so I decided not to use the comp till now. so 4 more days till school reopen! rawrrrrr. homework? whoops. tonnes not done yet.

2006-12-21T21:10:00.000+08:00

hello. bye I am going off tomorrow morning. Will be back soon

2006-12-18T23:24:00.000+08:00

went to do homework at ang mo kio library today. I woke up at 8. Then I thought it was abit too early, so I set my alarm to snoze. who knows I think I press the wrong button, I went back to sleep and the alarm never ring again! and I was like so so so late. I was supposed to meet cam at 10. but I woke up at 10.17am! ok I am so so so sorry. A thousand apologies again. Alright, then reached amk library at 11. ok 1 hour late. better than cheryl who was 2 hours late pls. she came at 12 while xianghui came slightly later after I reached. well, xiang and cheryl offered to teach math when we had our gethering at the chalet on the 24th nov. so since holidays are going to end soon, and there is soooo much math homework left, we decided to call for help (:
thanks alot xiang and cheryl!. haha. so later lunched. ate some minced meat noodle and then went to jubliee the arcade played some daytona. it sucked. Eee. I think I totally suck in daytona. saw lionel and daniel, haha. played with them daytona too. both of them we were super funny when we took the lift down to the first floor. haha! didnt know the lift at amk jubliee have sensors! lol so they started playing with it. and later off to town. walked around, went to heeren. saw some pretty pretty things there. especially the clothes at flesh imp, they were great.so yeah. we walked walked and walked. then about 6.45 we went off. cam went to yck while I went to braddell as my dad was fetching me from there to meet my grandaunt and uncle for dinner. haha. Dinner was great, the food was good and I ate till I am like.... rar! cant stop eating. hahah! so now back home blogging. going off the malacca on the 22nd! yups. on the 25th our family will be dropping by at muar to visit all of our so called 'distant' relatives whom we had just managed to contact last june holidays. so yea going to visit them again! Will be back on the 27th I THINK. so till then. bye!

2006-12-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

well, I skipped church again today. wth. I feeling so friggin guilty already. haiz. woke up at 2pm today. eat breakfast+lunch then went to watch bleach. getting more and more interesting. now I know why ppl cant stop watching. later wanted to go church but realised it was too late already. so instead my family went to scotts shopping centre to see furniture instead. so parked at shaw then walked across. the furniture there ok ok only. not that nice. later went down to the foodcourt there eat beef noodles. so after dinner walked back to shaw, went to isetan. OK. so while I was bending down and looking some converse shoes, this guy just came and stood right in front of me, I thought it is like one of those irritating salesman, then I turn around and look at those nike shoes instead, and that 'salesman' again stood right infront of me! so I was like quite fed up, then when I looked up guess who was it? it was royston! lol. then I was like 'zzzz i thought you were those salesman' then later he replied and said he IS the salesman. lol! so we chat for quite awhile then soon I left when my parents. later went down coz my mum wanted to see some cosmetics. all the saleswomen all look like ghost. face so white especially those at christian dior. haha. Then my mum bought some powder and sedrum from chanel, cost a friggin $167 just for 2 items. somemore say I spend alot. diaoness. later went to whampo food centre to eat the famous fried oyster. so so nice, very long never eat already. tasted like heaven. hahaha. so yeah and now back home blogging :)

2006-12-13T18:26:00.000+08:00

well. quite bored today. went to school, played, sing and all. lunched later and then went net force for some lan. thats all. bye!

2006-12-08T00:45:00.000+08:00

I shall now proudly announce that my blog is now pop-up free! yeah yeah. ok. its has been around 7 days since I am back from the E³ camp @ SRJC. And I finally took some time to view the photographer, fukie's, online album. Here are some pictures of my group. Power Rangers! woO!

Its the Power Rangers taking the sengkang LRT.

cheering time! @ Pei Hwa sec

Power rangers @ maris stella high

heres a pic of us [right] leaving maris while hercules[left] arrving. bye bye hercules!

heres us @ Montfort Sec! singing twinkle twinkle lil stars with action as a forfeit. haha!

me and my group @ serangoon sec. Playing some game. its to test us how attentive are we. ha!

rawr! me, at nan chiau high, playing some stupid game that requires us to throw the tennis ball into some sort of pail.

us during campfire nite back in SRJC! (:

power rangers! taken on the last day when we broke camp.

the cute side of us x) lol!

and finally, last picture that I have decided to put up. Me and 2 'prettaye' ladies, YULIN and wen ling! I seem to be holding my laughter too much for this pic. hah!

umm. after taking a look at all the pics, it seems like I do really quite miss camp days. The amazing race, the campfire and the night-walk and all. sighs. and also not forgetting the new friends that I have made during the camp. well, we'll meet each other again! somewhere, someday. bye!

2006-11-30T22:27:00.000+08:00

hey! came back from e3 camp @ SRJC. it was ok. didn't really had lots of fun till I go crazy and forget myself. It was just fine. the amazing race was good. Get to go to different schools and check it out. Now I know why maris stella is so scary at night. The night walk at SRJC was good. Especially the lone walk. It is something new. We have to like walk through one of the lecture hall. And while walking up there is ppl around scaring you. Didnt really got frightened as I could sort of make up where the people were standing, but there was one time where I really got freaked out. which is when I was walking, suddenly someone from behind just ran towards me and shouted 'BOO!' alright. I got a shock then. haha. but it was fun anyhow. All the talks were boring, and the campfire....... ok I don't want to talk about it. Worst time of my life. I would definately want to forget it. Learnt a few new cheers and made a couple of new friends. thats all! so ya, maybe I'll post some pictures next time?
cya!

2006-11-24T01:21:00.000+08:00

alright. I am dead beat now! want to blog about the chalet but I think I'll do that some other time. i had only like 15 hours of sleep in 3 days. RAWRRR. 15 out of 72 hours. nevertheless had fun. A big thank you to all the people that came for the bbq on the second day. the 22nd ((:
just came back from the new cathay cineplex. watched happy feet. I will not say it is very nice or very sucky either. the dance, the penguins were cute. but the storyline is like ......
so yea. now up next! 28thnov to the 1st dec! LEADERSHIP TRAINING CAMP @ SRJC
3 days 2 nights. give me the energy to survive that camp pls. RAWRRR!

2006-11-16T15:21:00.000+08:00

yawns. I'm so so so so bored now. just came back from school. its gonna be a busy week next week! awww.

2006-11-14T00:47:00.000+08:00

had a really really really long day today. Had quite much fun. It is class 3E2's outing to sentosa! yea. We own. go everywhere, take it as we are at home. lol. made so much noise and cracked so much jokes. Starting was really really funny. went to palawan beach. we were not satisfied with the sand, so we decided to head to siloso beach. okay... this is when the fun really starts. lots and lots of fun. LOL. as said, we took it as if we owned the whole place =)
played soccer, swam, sun-tanned, played with the sand, and saw lots of shows. oh yea took lots of photos too. too tired to upload now. maybe next time.
very tired now. shall now get some sleep! ciao!

2006-11-07T18:36:00.000+08:00

yesterday was council's sports extravaganza. Had some fun. It was also a time for me to interact with those sec 1 PCs and sec 2s and 3s general com. Some GCs which I hate turn out to be great people, of great sportmanship. Had captain's ball in the morning, later some games, then soccer. Cant play that well as my toe was hurting me each time I ran and kicked the ball. awww. Nevertheless, still had fun. At about 12 we went home and took a shower, then later cam, donn and I went to Long John to have our lunch. After that trained down to kovan for bowling. After bowling at about 6 then back to school for buffet! so its like a whole day full of activities. This morning cant wake up for choir. damn tired. Hand aching from those bowling. zzz.

2006-11-03T16:56:00.000+08:00

had my physics official practical assessment today. it sucked, again. I can say that i definitely did better than the previous OA. but still, should have did better this time. Lots of careless mistakes that I shouldnt have made. After realising all the mistakes I have made during the assessment, i seriously felt like banging my head against the wall. wth. now theres only 1 last OA left. my last glimmer of hope.

seems like emo season is back

2006-10-25T19:48:00.000+08:00

finally. its a time to exercise my fingers. let me do some blogging! well, comp was sick for quite a few days. cant get into windows. dont know why. but my dad called the repairman, so ya. now my comp is well and running again. yup. many days has passed since the end of year exam. And friends who tagged. thanks. I am fine. I got my back my results. I passed my overall and went to sec 4 express next year. But nevertheless, thanks!

2006-10-16T18:45:00.001+08:00

guess that i'm fine.
its okay....

hold me close,
hug me tight.
I'll let it all out,
when the time stays right.

2006-10-14T02:37:00.000+08:00

On the outside I'm smiling,
while on the inside I'm dying

On the outside I'm serena,
while on the inside I'm screaming

These masks I wear,
all are much more pleasant then the emotion I'm harboring inside

The constant feelings of loathing,
lust and jealously are consuming me and slowly eating away everything that I am

Though I still hold people close,
remain true to my virtues
and believe in certain types of justice

There will be no regret floating through my mind as I pass you by
No looks of mercy crossing my face as I strike you down
and no emotion to fill my blackened heart ever again...

'-hidden emotions;'

2006-10-12T23:29:00.000+08:00

love only yourself
fight only for yourself
no one can beat lonliness

2006-10-01T16:28:00.000+08:00

THE WAR STARTS TOMORROW! ENGLISH PAPER 1 AND 2. AND ITS GOING TO END ON 11 OCT FOR ME :(
ANYWAY WISH ME ALL THE BEST. RARRRRRRR :\

2006-09-24T01:05:00.000+08:00

ROAR!!!!!!! STUDY-TIME! SLAP ME PPL IF I AM NOT SERIOUS. 7 MORE DAYS! RARRRRR

2006-09-18T22:34:00.000+08:00

Two simple slashes
Four basic movements
And everything that was worked for
Is gone

A glass of water, a bottle of pills
It only takes a few gulps
And everything that was worked for
Is gone

A peice of rope, a simple knot
The last strangling sound
And everything that was worked for
Is gone

A gun is all it could take
A shot to the head, to the heart
And everything that was worked for
Is gone

So many ways
To commit one simple act
And everything that was worked for
Is gone

2006-09-17T01:29:00.000+08:00

I SAW JONATHAN AND HADY AT CATHAY CINELEISURE TODAY! *SCREAMS*
its was so damn cool. yea. both idols are in magnificent shape. both have really great voices and charisma. I wouldnt mind if either of them wins the singapore idol. but i want jon to win though.
sorta slacked the whole day today. feeling damn guilty now. eoys gettin closer. would i be able to catch up?

2006-09-11T22:55:00.000+08:00

its monday again! sad. monday blues =(
got back some of the subjects results today. #$*&^$%&* suck like shit.
Yikes! only 3 more weeks left to end of year. have to make sacrifices already. come on! aRgH!
after lesson went to hougang mall. while walking, saw this stall selling smelly tofu. was in a dilemia whether to try it or not. abit worried, coz if i buy it, if it really stinks then i will not want it. what a waste isnt it huh? later SOMEONE promised that he will eat it if i did not want it. so i just bought 1 pack and tried. fair enough..... it doesnt even smell at all. but it tastes not bad though. and later I offered HIM one piece. he said dont want -.-
ok later went to kopitiam to chill. drink, talk, laugh , crap. HA HA.
now back home blogging. wth, somethings wrong with msn. crap.

2006-09-05T22:05:00.000+08:00

went back to school today for math remedial lesson. boring like shit. somemore drag until so long. later me, sam, cam, and marc went to ryan's house. played some ps2 and later played soccer. as in real soccer. while playing this group of people came. they seem very kp to me. this are the people whom I love to challenge so that i can shut the f*** out of them. So later we played against them. me, cam, sam, marcus and ryan 1 team vs those people. we rotated keepers. so ya. the match progressed, we conceeded the first goal, but came back to win 2-1 =)
that match was really really tiring, running up and down -.-
haiz. effing shit. i failed a math again. again and again and again and again. argh!!! my mathematics seriously cant make it for f***. how? how? how? how? how?
will I even make it for sec 4?

2006-09-04T22:09:00.000+08:00

i am dead beat now. woke up early in the morning. had my alarm set at 8.30am. when it rang, i turn it off and went to back to sleep instead. thank goodness donn called me at 9 , if not i wont be able to meet him at 10 in ang mo kio library already! haha. okayy. cam said i pang seh him, alright, really sorry. it was seriously a last minute arrangement and you have to go back to school too. so ya. after studying had lunch with donn and went to braddell heights. It was my first time playing there. a new experience for me rather than playing at upper court all the time. well, the games were fine. but I am not exactly satisfied with how I played today. my shooting sucks, missed lotsa chances. but i still managed to get 3 goals out of all the games I played. played against this team, they were quite strong. we lost quite a few to them, but with sheer determination, some of us managed to beat them yea? and yep. injure myself while playing. I tripped over this particular guy's leg which was sticking out. well, i dont think its intentional. he was trying to defend. I fell onto the concrete floor! thus injuring my left knee and hurting my right shin. I tried to carry on put the pain was unbearable when i run. so i sub-ed out and rest. after soccer went to the toilet and wash-up. on our way there, we came across the news headlines on television. I was so shocked and stunned upon hearing steve irwin's death! he is my idol (as you can see on my idol list at the left corner of my blog) I love and respected him alot! I love the documentaries he featured in. A few years back, i never fail to catch his show 'croc files' on kids central. he is greatly missed. I was really really sad. this is just so sudden.
On my way home, I was caught in the rain, no umbrella. and now i am blogging with a terrible headache. argh!

steve irwin, seen with his wife terri irwin. Steve sadly left leaving his wife and 2 kids behind.
At 11am today, the 4th September 2006, Steve Irwin was fatally wounded by a stingray barb to his heart whilst filming a sequence on Batt Reef off Port Douglas for his daughter’s new TV series.Emergency services were called from Cairns Rescue Base and met Croc One, Steve’s rescue vessel at Low Isle on the Great Barrier Reef.The Croc One crew performed constant CPR during the thirty minute dash to Low Isle, but the medical staff pronounced Steve dead at approx. 12 noon.
His producer and closest friend, John Stainton said on Croc One today,“The world has lost a great wildlife icon, a passionate conservationist and one of the proudest Dads on the planet. He died doing what he loves best and left this world in a happy and peaceful state of mind. Crocs Rule!”
Rest In peace.

2006-09-03T23:45:00.000+08:00

Like today never happened
Today never happened before...
Welcome to the fall out
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here, the tension is here
Between who you are, and who you could be
Between how it is, and how it should be.

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself
Where're you gonna go?
Where're you gonna go?
Salvation is here

2006-09-02T21:33:00.000+08:00

spent quite a meaningful saturday today. woke up really early. about 6.30? reached school at 7.15am. had macs for breakfast and yup, left for jurong lake later. it was really sunny, waited for the president to flag off the event. nevertheless, while waiting, we had some fun. Soon after my class went to this welfare home ar bukit merah. when i saw those old folks, I had this strange feeling, i was really afraid. I don know why. some of them really looked scary, not that i am trying to be sadistic or something. but its true. I realised that i cant continue feeling this way, the old folks are already pitiful enough, so I plucked up my courage and tried to be more active. haha. yes i had difficulties at first, i did not know what to do with the folks but at least i pulled some of them up and danced with them ((: All of us soon we dancing, singing and enjoying? well I enjoyed myself. I've brought joy and laughter to the old folks, looking at them smiles is more than I could ask for. Later folded paper hearts for them. coz every heart we fold, singtel is gonna donate $1. When I was about to leave, this old man jus came up to me and shook my hand, then later he went to touch my butt =.= but he was smiling and seemed so happy. so I just took it that he only wanted to play with me. haha. enjoyed myself!

2006-09-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

seoul garden-ed for dinner with my parents today. wow. so full now. Its been a pretty long time since I last ate at seoul garden. haa. yesterday actually wanted to eat seoul garden at takashimaya, but realised that I did not have ebough money ): sad. so ate at ajisen instead. well, food was great too. haha.

2006-08-29T21:37:00.000+08:00

Please forget it. Give the second chance.

well today, helped out in the teachers' day gift after school. though I feel that i didnt help much.
but anyway thinked that I have fun. well, i think we all had? ummm...
SHUCKS! its amath test tml! haiz. sets and linear law. don know whether i can make it this time round. I am so tired.... just so tired. don' t feel like doing anything. how?! just realised exams around the corner. argh! 4 and a half weeks left!

help me get back on track.
I don't seem to know what i am fighting for.
did i lose or gain?
when will I do best?

that must be my sacrifice.

2006-08-27T20:31:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to do homework at j8 with donn and marcus. then met some people there. yup. later went to orchard meet kosol and yiming. went to hard rock cafe and went to this room watch soccer. all the liverpool people. abit funny. coz I man u people! Later, clement met us there. ahah! Arsenal people! AND NVR WILL I GO THERE AGAIN! if i want to train up on my acting skills. hmm. I think my acting skills had just improved. hhah! FOR 90 MIN. I WAS A LIVERPOOL FAN. which is totally shit. The best part was when west ham scored the first goal! damn bloody frigging happy inside. but outside act abit sad lah. then now is the shitty part. when liverpool scored 2 goals =.= Now its the another way round. I must act happy standing up, clapping, dancing, giving 5s to people when actually inside I was cursing swearing fuming that bloody west ham and its defence. the game ended at 2-1. Sadd-ed :(
Later we said our goodbyes to Kosol and Clement, they went home. while we went for supper. ha. but anyway, liverpool's win was nothing lah! MAN U WON TOO! they beat watford 2-1. yea!
3 consecutive wins now. 9 points, 10 goals! 2 conceeded. nevertheless, great result by man united! COME ON RED DEVILS! WE CAN WIN THIS SEASON'S LEAGUE! YAYE!

2006-08-20T01:12:00.000+08:00

hahah! Steven Lim smiled at me! lol? remember the singapore idol season 1 stripper? haha! yea! he smiled at me! LOL.=.=
and great job sheffield! you guys did an excellent job of holding liverpool to a 1-1 draw. haha

2006-08-19T00:37:00.000+08:00

ok. today was fun? ahah. went to sukae sushi with 8 of my classmates. yep. we had 2 tables. those waiters an waitresses in sukae were just so unlucky to serve us this kind of customers. haha. went to sukae sushi at j8 after school to day. lunch buffet was $13.90++. haha. can see that those stuff there very du lan with us. lol. we made hell there. spent almost 2 and a half to 3 hours there =) laughed alot. learnt lots of new things just to not be charged by food wastage (:
once in awhile those waiter and waitresses have customers like us really really give them a learning experience. hahaha

2006-08-14T21:24:00.000+08:00

You talk to him, and it burns me like the sun
You talk to her, and you say that you feel like he's the one
I talk to me, but you can't hear the pain I feel
and You don't know

Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the sad songs ain't so sad
I only wish that there was more than that
About me and you

2006-08-10T00:24:00.000+08:00

kevin came blogging. Nothing much happened really though its like we having 3 days of holiday. and happy national day everyone! Well, watched the fireworks on television today. quite nice? haha. didnt go out for the pass few days. what a good boy....... save money also ;)
jeez, havent start any of my homework yet! argh! and I am left with 24 hours to finish my homework!

2006-08-05T00:59:00.000+08:00

hey! I would like to thank all those people who turned up for montpressivo III! well I enjoyed myself, hope u guys enjoyed yourselves too! and also i wont forget to tell you what happened for those who missed it! and thanks for all the wishes before the concert. I appreciate it. =)

2006-08-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

phyiscs spa totally sucked. it was a damn total screw up for me. I tried to laugh it all out after the spa. but bascially i cant do anything much. i'll just have to get on with life.

2006-08-01T19:55:00.000+08:00

this week sucks. cant wait for next week. so many tests and having much unnecessary pressure. awww. cant wait for the holidays next week. start afresh ((:

2006-07-29T21:56:00.000+08:00

I would like to appeal to the people reading my blog to just say a short and simple prayer for mrs pereria. Some of the 3E2 might not know whats happening. just to say that she is going for a surgery. might not be in school for the next few days. so I hope everyone would just say a prayer for her and wish her all the best for the op ((:

2006-07-24T20:35:00.000+08:00

yes! my hair rocks thank you =.=
everybody was like saying 'nice hair', yes I know. so many people have been saying that to me till I lose count. even the teachers! mrs pererria and ms ong -.-
damn my fringe abit short la, hope that it will be longer for the concert next week.
Well anymore comments about my hair? Theres always the my tag board. I am open to everything. Want to say, say now! TAG ME. haha

'You may cry until it seems youve no more tears to give
And it may feel like you have no one and no reason to live
But God wants more from the life you lead and for everything you share
Guys and girls may break your heart but Hell always be there'

2006-07-23T20:13:00.000+08:00

ummm. had quite alot of fun today? well, we made it fun ourselves((:
woke up at about 8+ to go cat class. Thanks to cam's sms as setting my alarm did not work. coz I basically cancelled it and went back to sleep =) haha. after class i went to hougang mall to meet donn. From there, trained down to punggol. Its quite deserted there. haha. not much of people. waited for the shuttle bus and went to marina country club. Met cam jarvis and manfred there with some other SB-YEC ppl. Being a station ic there is boring, but as I said, we made it fun^^ we played with water, ran about, tell jokes etc. It was very hot, and there were leftover water balloons. so since they wanted to throw water balloons at me so much, i volunteered myself to being throw at. man, donn all that are lousy throwers lah! so near still cant hit, eyes got stamp. Later i asked cam to join me, then later donn joined and slowly manfred joined us too. haha. had quite a fun time then, getting ourselves all wet. It was really cool as the weather was so hot! Oh ya, and saw this young lady in marina country club. young as in real young. about 7-8 years old. She was wearing this lash that says 'Universal Royalty'. lol? Some kind of joker. we jus cant stop laughing. Weird people these days never fail to attract our attention. Should have take a photo of it. wasted. haha. soon after, we went to PA. took more photos there. ahha. Maybe you could visit cam's or donn's blog for photos of us? haha. end here. tata!

2006-07-17T22:25:00.000+08:00

today went to bishan park's investiture with cam and donn. well, the hall is small, no air conditioning, av also lousy. wearing blazer perspiring like siao. Now I realise how lucky for montfort sec to have air conditioning in the hall and also our school's av is not the worst :/
after the investiture we went to j8. wanting to have our hair cut there but we walked around looking for which saloon we should cut, bascially theres nothing there. They said EC house, I was like no way! not going to risk my hair. what 10 minutes what shit. rather not. Then later cam came out with this super fantasic idea. that is to watch movie!!!!! then donn and I was like 'oh ya! Lets go watch!' Furthermore its $7 for mondays!!! then I was like why not? cam thought we were kidding, but we were serious. So we watched superman returns! well, the movie was like 2hr 15 min. Not bad. It was great, the effects and all. You might think it is abit sarcastic, but the storyline is good. Superman is so cute! with that curly fringe of his. and lois is hot! great movie!

2006-07-09T13:18:00.000+08:00

Oh my goodness!!!! I overslept and miss cat class again!!!! Argh! Holy shit. Is this the third time?

2006-07-07T23:06:00.000+08:00

played soccer after school today. The weather was damn hot, so everyone played really hot as well. everyone played great rough lah. had a few great games, though my toe is still injured. ):
but nvm. did enjoyed myself. anyway, its friday! so so fast. I can still remember what I did last sunday. and now, sunday is coming again! amazing how time flies. btw changed my blog song again. Fell in love with the song the first time I heard it. It is jus so so touching. Very meaningful. The song mood and all, really makes me wanna cry )':

And I'm surrounded by a million people
I Still feel alone
Let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

tag replys:
ben: Hi! ^^
jenna: yea! thats really cool! next time we can celebrate bdaes toegther! haha.
darthnewton: what meal? not that rich. so many ppl. and what happened was so expected. she did not tell me anything!
marcus: HI! ^^
donn: hi donn!
songwei: uh huh? thank you? haha. jus joking.

2006-07-05T20:04:00.000+08:00

i still cant believe the germans lost )':
so sad........!