warmness of the soul

Saturday, March 24, 2007

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rarrr! I am so bored at home. but I also don feel like doing my homework. woots! I don feel like doing anything! but nevermind. I shall blog about yesterday then. went to this sports climbing thing. had boulder climbing for the first time. but I did high mountain climbing at few times already. so yeah. was quite enthu. but I was tired shortly after. so didnt try much of boulder climbing. anyway. had parents teacher meeting later at night. but parents just don want to go home unless they see every teacher. zzzzzzzzz. but luckily, all the comments about me was still fairly okay (:
every teacher said the same thing to my parents. had some renewed hope for my combine humanities. teacher said I have a marked improvement. so now the pressure will be more for me to do well. If I slacken off, it would be such a disappointment then.
rahhhhh.
till then. :D

-its just everywhere.

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|5:14 PM|

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maybe I should just sort things out one by one.

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|1:04 PM|

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

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hahah! I dont accuse people! I have my NRIC with me. I am not sacarstic! I dont call people names! therefore I am a SMART blogger! =DD
I have high EQ! Woots!
anyone knows whats that website for the montfort blog? I cant find it.

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|1:06 AM|

Monday, March 19, 2007

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maybe life is not just having fun all the time. well, we do have fun, but maybe to a certain extent. theres always a time where all good things come to an end. I shall be versatile and take every setbacks as a new challenge. I'm not going to make it bother me. maybe God just want it to be as it, hoping that I would learn something from it and be a better person next time. god knows what you're tryna do. but sorry that just don't work on me.

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|8:37 PM|

Friday, March 09, 2007

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GOODBYE MISS CHAI!

yup. our class had a farewell party for ms chai yesterday. Hope she was touched. each person chipped in like $10. Then we ordered kfc, canadian pizza, the cake, gifts and all. haha. had loads of fun taking pics. Though we met with some difficulties before the party, planning and stuffs. But I'm glad to see that everyone was s happy during the party and yeah. It went on so smoothly. haha.

I still remember when I first came to sec 3, I sorta hate her. Just don know why, she seem to be picking on me and stuff. never really like her lesson. But shes a very committed teacher. Over the years I've learnt to appreciate that. And now, really miss her. I don know what will happen when shes gone. Though I have not been producing really good grades for both of my math. But I really respected her. I might not be trying really hard for math, but I will promise that I will from now on. Now that shes going off, I know there will be no one to force us to do homework or ten year series already. The whole class felt the same way too, and we must be independent! I've passed both math tests this term but failed both amath test. First I failed like 5/30. second I got like 13/30? Though its an improvement, I felt that it wasnt good enough. I should have passed. realising the paper is so easy. haiz. but nvm, I shall be positive. next amath test I will trive to pass! God give me the patience and determination. I know I can pass my mathematics! RAHH. come on pls.

Miss Chai have been very close to us 3/4E2. Could say closer than our form teacher? after she leave theres no more teacher to jack us back during maths lesson liao. She had made an impacr to each one of outr lives. I can guarantee say that no one in the class have love a math teacher so much right? huh. our form teacher was so close to her that she told us that she cried at night while think ing of her and she would see no point in staying is montfort sec after ms chai leaves :'(

so yeah. All the best miss chai! have fun teaching in hong kong! we'll cya around again! sometime somewhere someplace!

THREE CHEERS FOR MISS CHAI!

-photos courtesy of Manfred

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|9:43 PM|

Thursday, March 08, 2007

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it was ms chai's farewell party today! well it went great. I'm sure shes touched.
we are such a great bunch of students. I'll blog about it someother day when I get all the pictures.
till then. bye!

"how cruel is the golden rule when the lives we lived we are only gold plated and I know that the lights of the city were too heavy for me though I carried karats for everyone to see and saw God cry in the eflection of my enemies and all the lovers with no time for me and all of the mothers raise their babies to stay away from me tongues on the sockets of the electric dreams when the sewage of youth drowned the spark of my teens."

-;golden

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|7:59 PM|

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

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RAH! what a day today. during assembly we have this guy here performing at a quadrangle some tamil song infront of the whole school. hahah. If I am not wrong he was champion in some tamil singing competition which was featured on vasenthem(dont know if I got the spelling correct) central. it sounded funny at first, but nevertheless a job well done! montfort has changed so much recently. ahhaah.
proceeded to lessons later. zzzz. cumulative frequency test! hope I could at least pass this paper. If cannot pass really can go jump down a building. After that we have pe! yaye! it was really fun. we have a new pe teacher who is going to take us for quite sometime. we are the selected class for this new teacher to take over. so much of being in 4E2. we make any new teacher feel comfortable ;) hahahaha.
we had our games! soccer, basketball, tennis and badminton? I think no one played badminton. lol. as for me, yeah! soccer! it has been such a long long time since I've played soccer! had much fun! relieve all those tension from all those tests. hahah.
aAfter school had my prelims english oral examination. guess what?! my examiner? MR EDMUND JAMES. lol. I thought it went fine. But later my form teacher actually told me that she was listening to me and I actually went too fast? :\
please please let me have good grades.

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|9:46 PM|

Sunday, March 04, 2007

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you were right. what you said just got me ringing. I've told myself several times but I lack the determination to do so. one after another I tried to run away from reality. I tried to keep it within myself, but seems like you too could see through me without me telling. That sentence you've said just struck me right into my head. Now I shall use that to constantly improve myself. I'll try my best, though it seems like I will receive another setback soon somewhere this coming week. how could I still remain optimistic after these results?
this is getting over me, I could not run forever, wake up and face it please, kevin.

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|5:49 PM|

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there were los of things that happened over the weeks. Thank goodness most of the tests are over. except math which is this coming tuesday. then the following week shall be the school holidays! yeah. but have to go back to school every single dau anyway. Diesn't make much of a diff.

well, went to suntec on friday for some career guidance talk. it sorta suck. the room was so crowded. Don't even have a place to seat. so my class went over to the convention hall at level 6 for the exhibition. So many universities. zzzz. seems abit too far for a 15 going to 16 year old student. Unless I would want to go overseas to study after my o's? which is highly impossible.

so yeah. Chinese orals today! don know how I did la. Might fail or might not. The examiner seems kind.

oh wells, till then.

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|12:29 AM|

K	Kind
E	Exhausting
V	Valiant
I	Innocent
N	Neat