warmness of the soul

Sunday, September 24, 2006

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ROAR!!!!!!! STUDY-TIME! SLAP ME PPL IF I AM NOT SERIOUS. 7 MORE DAYS! RARRRRR

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|1:05 AM|

Monday, September 18, 2006

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Two simple slashes
Four basic movements
And everything that was worked for
Is gone

A glass of water, a bottle of pills
It only takes a few gulps
And everything that was worked for
Is gone

A peice of rope, a simple knot
The last strangling sound
And everything that was worked for
Is gone

A gun is all it could take
A shot to the head, to the heart
And everything that was worked for
Is gone

So many ways
To commit one simple act
And everything that was worked for
Is gone

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|10:34 PM|

Sunday, September 17, 2006

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I SAW JONATHAN AND HADY AT CATHAY CINELEISURE TODAY! *SCREAMS*
its was so damn cool. yea. both idols are in magnificent shape. both have really great voices and charisma. I wouldnt mind if either of them wins the singapore idol. but i want jon to win though.
sorta slacked the whole day today. feeling damn guilty now. eoys gettin closer. would i be able to catch up?

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|1:29 AM|

Monday, September 11, 2006

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its monday again! sad. monday blues =(
got back some of the subjects results today. #$*&^$%&* suck like shit.
Yikes! only 3 more weeks left to end of year. have to make sacrifices already. come on! aRgH!
after lesson went to hougang mall. while walking, saw this stall selling smelly tofu. was in a dilemia whether to try it or not. abit worried, coz if i buy it, if it really stinks then i will not want it. what a waste isnt it huh? later SOMEONE promised that he will eat it if i did not want it. so i just bought 1 pack and tried. fair enough..... it doesnt even smell at all. but it tastes not bad though. and later I offered HIM one piece. he said dont want -.-
ok later went to kopitiam to chill. drink, talk, laugh , crap. HA HA.
now back home blogging. wth, somethings wrong with msn. crap.

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|10:55 PM|

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

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went back to school today for math remedial lesson. boring like shit. somemore drag until so long. later me, sam, cam, and marc went to ryan's house. played some ps2 and later played soccer. as in real soccer. while playing this group of people came. they seem very kp to me. this are the people whom I love to challenge so that i can shut the f*** out of them. So later we played against them. me, cam, sam, marcus and ryan 1 team vs those people. we rotated keepers. so ya. the match progressed, we conceeded the first goal, but came back to win 2-1 =)
that match was really really tiring, running up and down -.-
haiz. effing shit. i failed a math again. again and again and again and again. argh!!! my mathematics seriously cant make it for f***. how? how? how? how? how?
will I even make it for sec 4?

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|10:05 PM|

Monday, September 04, 2006

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i am dead beat now. woke up early in the morning. had my alarm set at 8.30am. when it rang, i turn it off and went to back to sleep instead. thank goodness donn called me at 9 , if not i wont be able to meet him at 10 in ang mo kio library already! haha. okayy. cam said i pang seh him, alright, really sorry. it was seriously a last minute arrangement and you have to go back to school too. so ya. after studying had lunch with donn and went to braddell heights. It was my first time playing there. a new experience for me rather than playing at upper court all the time. well, the games were fine. but I am not exactly satisfied with how I played today. my shooting sucks, missed lotsa chances. but i still managed to get 3 goals out of all the games I played. played against this team, they were quite strong. we lost quite a few to them, but with sheer determination, some of us managed to beat them yea? and yep. injure myself while playing. I tripped over this particular guy's leg which was sticking out. well, i dont think its intentional. he was trying to defend. I fell onto the concrete floor! thus injuring my left knee and hurting my right shin. I tried to carry on put the pain was unbearable when i run. so i sub-ed out and rest. after soccer went to the toilet and wash-up. on our way there, we came across the news headlines on television. I was so shocked and stunned upon hearing steve irwin's death! he is my idol (as you can see on my idol list at the left corner of my blog) I love and respected him alot! I love the documentaries he featured in. A few years back, i never fail to catch his show 'croc files' on kids central. he is greatly missed. I was really really sad. this is just so sudden.
On my way home, I was caught in the rain, no umbrella. and now i am blogging with a terrible headache. argh!

steve irwin, seen with his wife terri irwin. Steve sadly left leaving his wife and 2 kids behind.
At 11am today, the 4th September 2006, Steve Irwin was fatally wounded by a stingray barb to his heart whilst filming a sequence on Batt Reef off Port Douglas for his daughter’s new TV series.Emergency services were called from Cairns Rescue Base and met Croc One, Steve’s rescue vessel at Low Isle on the Great Barrier Reef.The Croc One crew performed constant CPR during the thirty minute dash to Low Isle, but the medical staff pronounced Steve dead at approx. 12 noon.
His producer and closest friend, John Stainton said on Croc One today,“The world has lost a great wildlife icon, a passionate conservationist and one of the proudest Dads on the planet. He died doing what he loves best and left this world in a happy and peaceful state of mind. Crocs Rule!”
Rest In peace.

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|10:09 PM|

Sunday, September 03, 2006

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Like today never happened
Today never happened before...
Welcome to the fall out
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here, the tension is here
Between who you are, and who you could be
Between how it is, and how it should be.

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself
Where're you gonna go?
Where're you gonna go?
Salvation is here

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|11:45 PM|

Saturday, September 02, 2006

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spent quite a meaningful saturday today. woke up really early. about 6.30? reached school at 7.15am. had macs for breakfast and yup, left for jurong lake later. it was really sunny, waited for the president to flag off the event. nevertheless, while waiting, we had some fun. Soon after my class went to this welfare home ar bukit merah. when i saw those old folks, I had this strange feeling, i was really afraid. I don know why. some of them really looked scary, not that i am trying to be sadistic or something. but its true. I realised that i cant continue feeling this way, the old folks are already pitiful enough, so I plucked up my courage and tried to be more active. haha. yes i had difficulties at first, i did not know what to do with the folks but at least i pulled some of them up and danced with them ((: All of us soon we dancing, singing and enjoying? well I enjoyed myself. I've brought joy and laughter to the old folks, looking at them smiles is more than I could ask for. Later folded paper hearts for them. coz every heart we fold, singtel is gonna donate $1. When I was about to leave, this old man jus came up to me and shook my hand, then later he went to touch my butt =.= but he was smiling and seemed so happy. so I just took it that he only wanted to play with me. haha. enjoyed myself!

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|9:33 PM|

Friday, September 01, 2006

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seoul garden-ed for dinner with my parents today. wow. so full now. Its been a pretty long time since I last ate at seoul garden. haa. yesterday actually wanted to eat seoul garden at takashimaya, but realised that I did not have ebough money ): sad. so ate at ajisen instead. well, food was great too. haha.

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|10:21 PM|

K	Kind
E	Exhausting
V	Valiant
I	Innocent
N	Neat