warmness of the soul

Sunday, April 23, 2006

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I've just cut my hair!

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|9:34 PM|

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Today was montfort sec's 90th founder's day. Quite rushing. I was needed at both places. School and church. Actually I didnt want to go church, but ms chan said that they need us all that blah blah blah, and later mr loh let us go and told us to be back to school before 7pm. So went to mass. Mass was alright. Not bad, left after communion. Reached school, went to eat our dinner and off to duty. My duty was to usher the guest-of-honour, which is the archbishop to the registration counter. Quite simple task. And after that go to the hall to light the candle of my appointed table. Quite fun la duty. Lol. Later went to hougang mall there walk for awhile then went to eat. Ate fried rice, eat until damn full. Lolz. It is quite cool going out with like a group of 10 ppl wearing the same stuff and all that. Haha. Ya. So now home blogging. Quite sleepy now, so gotta sleep! bye!

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|12:17 AM|

Monday, April 17, 2006

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Ok. I shall update my blog. had a fever since saturday. Didnt go to school today. Doctor gave me 1 day mc. When I woke up I felt so drowsy. The anti-biotics the doctor gave me was too strong. So my dad went to the clinic and requested for a change. Now feeling not ask drowsy as before after taking the new anti-biotic. Hope that I can go to school tml. Missed geog again. Seems like I have been missing so many geog lessons. Don know how.

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|6:19 PM|

Thursday, April 13, 2006

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Phyiscs test was shit. Knew it. Argh! So vent my frustration on shopping today! In fact I jus came back from marina square. Nvr expect that I would buy 3 topman clothings in one shot. I must really really thank my parents for that. And yes! I finally got my long sleeve shirt! Its so damn cool. Bought a sort of like long sleeve polo tee and tee-shirt. Wanted to buy also a shorts from topman, but I think I was asking too much. Tests fail until like shit still want so much things. I don't think I deserve those clothings. Feeling very guilty now. How am I going to show my results? Oh my god! HOW?! Really need some quiet time of my own to sort out my thinking.

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|11:58 PM|

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

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Failed both a math and math test. Failed matrix. Really can go die. Math similar triangles also fail, and tml have phyiscs test. Wonder how I am gonna pass. Holy shit. Failed so many tests this week, really in a lost now. Something had gone wrong. Mid-year's just around the corner, and I am still like this. Don't know how I am going to pass. I jus felt that I am left out with something. Something that inspires and encourages me to pull through. I jus don't feel it coming. Getting tired of life again. Like so sianz everyday. During lesson feeling so restless, don feel like listening to anything. Worse phyiscs teacher on MC for 2 days. I really don know how. Seems like my maths gone case. A, E and phyiscs. What am I gonna do??! pls pls pls.

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|11:20 PM|

Sunday, April 09, 2006

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Palm sunday's mass was really really long today, including the procession. AND I WAS STANDING THROUGHOUT! The time I got into church it was already full. No seats left. So stood behind for like 2 hours? Or abit lesser larz. Not so long. Haha. Oh well, nothing much happened today really, after mass went out to lunch with parents and then went back home. Yesterday I was out from like 10am all the way to 10pm. Lol. Even if I wanna go out today, I bet my parents wouldn't allow. ha!

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|4:25 PM|

Friday, April 07, 2006

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Wow! My teacher loves the english project! Haha. Today a math test was crap. Could have a possiblity of failing. It is like not enough time larz. I only at don know the 5th qn? AND THERE WAS ONLY 10 MINUTES LEFT! Wth sia... If matrix fail can really go bang the wall. Chem test was fine.

the scars you've made; I shall never forget.|8:12 PM|

K	Kind
E	Exhausting
V	Valiant
I	Innocent
N	Neat